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1st Ray of Light - Awareness

Diamond Grade SI-2 and SI-1


Diamonds of this grade have noticeable inclusions that are easy to see sometimes even with the naked eye.


Diamond Grade SI-2


One of the key characteristics of diamond clarity, is inclusions.

Inclusions are the small imperfections within a diamond, that are created, due to extreme pressure and heat. The larger the number of inclusions, the lower the clarity.

Depending on where they are, light will bend, as it enters the stone, and will refract out of the side or exits out the bottom, making the diamond less shiny, less brilliant and less valuable.

Like the diamonds, we also have inclusions, that stand in the way of our brilliance.

They are our invisible filters, blocking our light and not letting us shine.

Like in the story of a diamond, we formed under massive amounts of pressure, through many lifetimes and through many challenges, making us uniquely different, and letting the light of our soul, refract through the facets of our individual consciousness.

But we are not even aware, that we have something blocking our light.


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Awareness is a key to liberation.

Awareness starts with curiosity.

Curiosity leads to knowledge and wisdom comes with an experience.

Everything you are looking for, you already have.

Everything you want to experience, has already happened.

Everything you want to achieve, has already been achieved.

And everything you are still lacking in your current reality of life, has something to do with your belief system.

Beliefs are agreements you’ve made with your reality.

Everything you’ve ever accepted as your truth, became your belief.

Everything you’ve learned, from an early childhood about yourself and the world, became the foundation of your belief system.

Some of your limiting beliefs, prevent you from seeing the real truth of life, by creating separation and blocking your inner vision.

Belief is a union between your thoughts and feelings, that is keeping you trapped in the illusion of your own mind.

Creating the distorted picture and moving your focus on the easily bruised emotional ego, by making you feel less than who you truly are.

Creating an emotional trap, by repeating the same thoughts over and over again, often feeling not appreciated, insignificant, not knowledgeable enough, not good enough, not important and not deserving.

There are many different limiting beliefs and we all have them, based on the stories we tell ourselves.


No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
Eleanor Roosevelt

We live in the world of duality, and one of our biggest subconscious limiting beliefs is that we are separate from God, from each other and from our environment.

The world of separation is the world of our current reality.

Even when we think about our body parts, we think from the point of view of the separation.

We always say, my leg hurts, my arm hurts, my heart is aching.

Not even thinking, that it is all of our being that is suffering and not just the one organ.

The classical western medicine looks at our health issues, from the point of view of separation.

By treating an individual organ, based on the symptoms alone, and not addressing the whole of the being, your physical and emotional body, and not being able to find the true cause of the problem.

After a while, your problem transforms into a chronic illness.

What if, everything you ever knew about yourself isn’t true?

What if, the people in your life, that think like you, cannot help you to see it differently?

What if, everything you think you know, isn’t enough to see through the darkness of the foggy filters, that are blocking your light?

What if, there are universal, spiritual rules of life, that no one has ever told you about?

What if, this new knowledge, can help you navigate your ship to another destination, restoring your health, creating balance, harmony and inner peace in your life, bringing you the everlasting happiness and joy you always wanted.

But before you can embark on this journey, you have to choose your destination.

If you don’t know where you are going, you are not going to get there.

You have to choose the life you really want to live.

And you have to choose without any limitations, not letting your conditioned limited thinking to tell you, what you can and cannot dream of.

Your subconscious mind is not meant to let you think out of the box based on the information stored.

It will find all the reasons, why you shouldn’t dream big and why it isn’t for you. Keeping you in the prison of your mind. It will do anything and everything to prevent you from any kind of change. Because the primary job of the mind is to keep you safe. But instead, it took over our lives, because we let it. That is why it is so hard to change any habits. Change for the mind is equal to death.

However, when you change your mind, you change your life.


The Game of Life

Imagine life is a secret puzzle

And you want to unravel a mystical script

As children searching for the answers

And playing games of hide and seek

Life mysteries as darkest veil

Safeguarding hidden truth from us

And navigating through the darkness

Without knowledge of the past

The memories of many lifetimes

The wisdom that is concealed from us

To give you a chance to learn the lessons

And find the truth through an open heart

In the search for the light and inner guidance

In the search for the keys to a magic door

With hope one day to find a passage

That lets you see a little more

It takes a turmoil of emotion

To begin the quest for the hidden truth

To look for the missing blocks of the puzzle

The path to love and the will to choose

The story of life creation

The precious gems inside your heart

As shining light of the ancient wisdom

That gives you strength through the storms of life

And mystery of life’s illusion

Confronting you with daily tests

By giving chance to be awakened

Revealing truth with every step

And love and passion of your spirit

Will lift you up and let you fly

Trying to reach the gates of heaven

Transforming consciousness to light

That helps to overcome each challenge

And move through gates of fear with love

Becoming a fearless Co-Creator

And building dreams that come alive

Poem by Diana-Esther


Diamond Grade SI-1


Diamond grade SI-2, are the diamonds that have noticeable inclusions, but slightly less of them.

SI-1 diamond grade denotes a higher clarity grade than the diamond grade SI-2 and may not be as visible to the naked eye.

Most inclusions present in gem-quality diamonds do not affect the diamond’s performance or structural integrity, and are not visible to the naked eye.

However, large clouds can affect a diamond's ability to transmit and scatter light.

Large cracks close to or breaking the surface may reduce a diamond's resistance to fracture.


When I got married, I followed my husband’s dream, to study gemmology at the top institution - The Gemmological Institute of America, in Los Angeles, USA.

A year later, after submitting our applications, we were both accepted to study gemmology, to become experts in diamonds and coloured stones.

I loved every moment of it.

Studying about resilient diamond formation, learning how to grade, price and to analyse this truly magical gem.

The passing grade was a 100% and no mistakes were allowed.

After graduation, when we came back to Europe, the big recession of the 80s, hit the diamond industry hard, and it was almost impossible to find a job, even with a top qualification.

After a while, I started to work as a diamond expert, but never made a real career out of it.

After two years, I left the industry, looking for a different way to make a living, to build home and a family.

But deep inside of me, I always had a question.

Why did I study about diamonds and precious gems?

I was always fascinated by the uniqueness and the beauty of each stone.

But as they say, no knowledge is ever lost.

And only now, after many years of being on my own transformational path, the big picture was revealed to me.

To write about the human diamond journey of life, and the hidden treasure within each and every one of us.

Like most of you, I wanted to live the life of my dreams, filled with true love, happiness, joy and abundance.

My destiny took me on the challenging journey across the continents, in search of love and my dreams.





 
 
 

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